Benji, Ben, and the Firefly
During the chapter “The Gangsters” in Colson Whitehead’s Sag Harbor , there is a particularly interesting moment during the BB gun fight where Benji stops to reflect on a firefly that he encounters. Alone in the night, Benji says: A firefly blinked into existence, drew half a word in the air. Then gone. A black bug secret in the night. Such a strange little guy. It materialized visible to human eyes for brief moments, and then it disappeared. But it got its name from its fake time, people time, when in fact most of its business went on when people couldn’t see it. Its true life was invisible to us but we called it firefly after its fractions. Knowable and fixed for a few seconds, sharing a short segment of its message before it continued on its real mission, unknowable in its true self and course, outside of reach. It was a bad name because it was incomplete一both parts were true, the bright and the dark, the one we could see and the other one we couldn’t. It was both. (184) I found thi...