"Through love as through hate."
When reading the end of Invisible Man , one of the passages that came right near the end really interested me. The narrator describes why he’s writing his novel and also how he now views and approaches life. On pages 578-580, the paragraph goes: So why do I write, torturing myself to put it down? Because in spite of myself I've learned some things. Without the possibility of action, all knowledge comes to one labeled "file and forget," and I can neither file nor forget. Nor will certain ideas forget me; they keep filing away at my lethargy, my complacency. Why should I be the one to dream this nightmare? Why should I be dedicated and set aside -- yes, if not to at least tell a few people about it? There seems to be no escape. Here I've set out to throw my anger into the world's face, but now that I've tried to put it all down the old fascination with playing a role returns, and I'm drawn upward again. So even before I finish I've failed (maybe my anger...